The news I got today hurt me to the bottom of my heart.
I wish I never heard that.
I wish it never happened to him.

Robert is a very special friend of mine.
One of the best people I've ever met online.
One of those special people you're glad to know.

We've been acquainted for a year and it seemed like for ages.
We had those all-about-everything conversations for hours.
We laughed.
We were serious.
We enjoyed each other's company a lot.

He is full of life and energy.
He managed to do lots of things during the day.
He knows lots of languages.
He dreamed of becoming the best surgeon ever.
He...

...is in coma now.
Robert sleeps like a baby.
Very deep and painless.
And for some damn reason doctors don't expect him to wake up.

And I can't make my tears stop.
As it is now I remember all the funny situations related to him, his plans for the future, his will to life, how he used to call me...

I wish I could do anything to wake him up.
He had to have all his life before him.
And I wish he knew how I care for him.

Robert, you're the one I'll always remember